Hate

Hate is a harsh word my king...I told you before, I will never hate you. I am upset...I'm processing everything. It's either fucking or cutting...I don't need anymore scars but if I don't get some real rough bang my head off the wall and knock me out sex, I may be forced to cut myself to release the pain.

Just heard Eminem's new one, "Mockingbird", it brought tears to my eyes. Listening to the words brings up so much pain, so many memories, how many children have had to suffer through their parents addictions and the horrible consequences it brought with it.