I hate him!!!!!

I fucking hate J! He is the biggest asshole known to mankind! I wish I didn't have to rely on him for anything! What the fuck! Just yesterday we had this huge knock down drag out fight about the whole treating me like I'm just a pretty pet with no life other than to serve him. I told him if he wanted that kind of relationship he would need to pay me way more money than what I currently get. Just covering the bills does not qualify that type of commitment on my part when he's already got a wife and two kids...When I already satisfy the desires that he can't even begin to tell them about. What the fuck! All week he's been telling me that he had a meeting today at 4, so I made plans to meet with my photographer at that time. J just called me and told me that he changed his meeting to 2 and I need to change my plans again! I hate him! I hate this life! I want die...Thank fucking god he goes away tomorrow for three weeks. He's given me enough money to last till the end of January, I may actually be able to get away from him while he's out of town. I just need to find a job...Easier said then done in this bankrupt city.