My Queens Mix

Listening to this over and over again! It makes me feel closer to myself, than I have in a long ass time. Yes, it also makes me think of you, but at this stage in the game everything makes me think of you. NIN is playing...I should be cleaning the house and showering right now, but this song called me to the computer to pour out a few of my thoughts.

I wish that you were going to be here when I get my collar back from the artist. It's going to a thing of wondrous beauty and fully functional. Since it wasn't going to cost me that much, I ordered matching ankle and wrist cuffs as well. The design is what we talked about, the skulls and butterflies...Anyway they are going to be beautiful. I'm so excited to get them, but...Without someone to use them with it's not quite as much fun. I've never had an entire set specially made for me, I find it quite erotic. Okay, this song is going to make me cry...I need to get back to cleaning before they just roll out of my face.