Preparations

I'm waiting for Smiles to get here. We are going to start laying out the outline for the new screenplay I'm working on. I have to thank you for inspiring me so much. I'm going to write a great movie and my book is going to be unbelievable now. I'm going to use some of our phone sex sessions in the erotic novel, I hope you don't mind. Hell, I know you won't, as a matter of fact it would probably turn you on immensely to know that everyone is reading what we created.

Mmmmmmm...I can't help getting all wet when I think about you, even when I'm so upset. It's crazy the chemistry that exists between the two of us and here we are denying ourselves the best years of our lives...and why? Why would we do that? We have to due to what the last 15 years have held and all the things that have happened to us during that time. We are being punished once again for being those two bad little kids all of those years ago. Isn't it crazy the way that that period of time continues to effect everything that we do? Damn I really wish that things would have been able to turn out differently for us. I have loved you for so long...I , I , I'll miss you. I do have to thank you for getting me back into writing again full time.