What to do?

J is gone now and I'm free for the next few weeks. It's nice to know that. Yet, I'm not really sure what to do with myself. I'm not used to having all of this free time. Being his pretty pet requires a lot of time put in...

I was trying to come to NY on the 20th, but I'm not so sure if that is going to happen. I keep hearing that the weather is supposed to be shitty. I'm not very fond of the city when it snows, everything gets so slushy, and the puddles are deep enough to come up to my knees in some places. I really want to do some shopping though...I haven't bought myself any new winter clothes yet because I h ad been waiting till I moved in with you. The city would have been so close then. Don't dwell on this...

Sitting here in the new red bra, garter belt, and red fishnets, I still have my BCBG stilletos on and a black silk robe. When I put the heels on I noticed that there was dried lubricant on my right heel from the last time I wore them...I shoved it up J's ass...he loved it. Today was a day of pain for him. I humiliated him first by telling him that he was dirty and needed to go wash his ass if he wanted me to fuck him, then I bent him over and whipped him with the cat-of-nine till I could see his flesh beginning to bruise...I'm not to leave marks if I want to keep my position in life. Raking my nails down his back, up his thighs, smacking the marks with my open hand, pinching him, reaching around with one hand and digging my nails into his cock...Hard. Sliding the ribbed phallus in his ass as I grip harder on his cock, driving it in with barely any lubricant, shoving it in till he cried out in pain. I release the pressure on his cock but drive the last inch of the phallus cruelly in his ass. I step back, pick up the cat-o-nine and whip him some more...I see the pre-cum dripping out of his erect cock. I force him down on his knees shoving my pussy in his face, loving the way the red fishnets look against my bronzed skin, making him rub his cock while he makes me cum. I fall on the bed allowing him to finish himself off by fucking me, he cums within a few minutes...It's over.