Monday, January 10, 2005

Morning world...

I who usually never dream have had two nights filled with exhausting dreaming. Last night you weren't the star of my dreams, only a bit player. It seems that the real star was MHS, I kept dreaming of that place the way it is now with all of those new buildings. We were there for a swim team reunion, which turned into an entire school reunion of only our friends. It was so strange to see all of these people in my dreams, people whose names and faces I have blocked from my memory over all of these years. There were people in my dream last night that I would never have thought of in my conscious mind ever, and yet last night I could see every detail of them as they should be now. To say the least, I woke up in a tizzy this morning, only to realize, that I can't do anything about it. I mean really, do I want to try to track down anyone else from that school? Look what happened when I found you...I really don't need a repeat of that, but no one else was ever as close to me as you were, you have known me in ways most of them only dreamt of.

Okay, I am having the worst luck this morning with my damn tea. I have now spilled it all over my leg and again all over my desk. I'm so lucky it didn't get in the keyboard again...

I really shouldn't be on here too long, I've got a few more bills to pay before the end of the month, and I really must begin packing. I leave for FL, Wednesday morning at the crack of dawn. Ten fun filled days at the beach, too bad they all are going to be with J. I should stop, he has been behaving lately. I think I really scared him when I broke up with him the last time, he knows now that I am completely irreplaceable.

I've got to run over to get waxed again before I leave...She's calling me right now telling me to hurry up and get to her house. She's got to go out and about later this afternoon, so if I want to be smooth, I need to go now.

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Its bizarre how I came across your website.. and your blog all in one day and have been completely hooked ever since. Your are addicting. And now as I read your weekend comments today I find out something even more bizarre.. you went to MHS. I am not sure if I would have known you. What years did you attend?

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