Trying to cope

This trip has been a nightmare so far. J has not given me any space to breathe, and I'm starting to feel it! Last night he went off the deep end...He can not handle mixing his alcohol at all, he just lost his shit. He tried to kick me out at one point last night because I wouldn't fight with him...Yeah this is getting more and more twisted. I just told him that he wasn't going to get me to fight and that he just needed to go and sleep the buzz away, it took awhile, but it finally sank through the fuzz. I told him today that there will not be any more episodes like last night otherwise, I'm on the next plane out of here. I came here for fun and relaxation, not to fight.

All I want to do is talk to my hubby and I feel like I can't with J around. I need to tell him how insane J has become and ask his advice...